hEaRtBeAt

Can u feel my heartbeat..
Heart beat heart beat
Heart beat heart beat
The heart that you stomp and then left
Its still beating beating towards u
No matter how hard i try to forget
No matter how many new people i try to meet
Again and once again why i keep thinkig of u coming back?
I'll won't do this, I will stop
No matter how much i try to control myself, it's useless
My heart's broken and i was thrown away..why?
Why am i still an idiot acting this way?
My head understand but why is my heart like this?
I hold on u, i can't let u go
Even now i'll still think u're by my side
I cant believe this break up
Who ever i meet, the place inside my heart cannot be open
I keep ur spot empty
There's no reason for u to coming back but
Why do i still beliave that u might? why doesnt my heart listen?
Listen to my heartbeat, its beating for u
Listen to my heartbeat, its waiting for u
Its still doesnt know that its over
I dont understand why its like this
Listen to my heartbeat, its beating for u
Listen to my heartbeat, its waiting for u
The thought of u still hurt
I think of u every time my heart beat
I must forget, i must forget to be able to live
I only have to erase u, if i dont i die
Stop trying to get he back, he aint coming!
He gone, gotta be moving on
He gone and he not coming, he doesnt think of me..
I waiting for him
He doesnt even know, if he living well to
He already forgot me,he erased me completely
Why i cant be like that?
Listen to my heartbeat, its beating for u
Listen to my heartbeat, its waiting for u
Its still doesnt know that its over
I dont understand why its like this
Listen to my heartbeat, its beating for u
Listen to my heartbeat, its waiting for u
The thought of u still hurt
I think of u every time my heart beat

Zwani

Myspace Heartbreak Graphics

tImE tO lOvE 1

Good Person...you're the first love to me
The person that tought me love
Never forget u..i will remember you
I'll remember only you

Perhaps I'll see you, so I'am wearing the clothes u bought me
And i cut my hair short like you used to like it
To pass by the way I used to walk with you
I want around long way thinking maybe you'd be there
I still have the same phone number
Thinking maybe you'll look for again, my house is the same
In my mini hompy I just have the song we used to listen together
Thinking you'll look and you'll come back again

we still can't forget
we still want each other
we're still in love
Separetly..honestly I miss you!
I'll miss u like crazy
I'll wait for you no matter what.. I'll wait for you til the end
I'll stop think..I'll standing still

Thinking maybe I'll see you, and if i'll see you my heart will tremble
Thinking my heart will sink and you'll me dry and wrenched
To avoid the way i used to walk with you
I went round the long way thinking maybe you'd be there
I'll already changed my phone number
Maybe i keep thinking of you so i moved houses
But in my mouth there are still words unsaid
Thinking maybe you'll and you'll come back again

I'll want to tell you to start again
But i cant hear you nor see you even tough i'am looking for you
Soaked by the pouring rain
I"am going to the place where we first met
I feel so pathetic
There's still a warm spot ni my heart for you
You can bear it..therefore i will be able to bear it too
But it will be so hard.. I love you so much
Even though i tried hard..I'll can't help it

Thinking that perhaps i'll see you by a chance
And you will look at me
In front of the mirror i wipe my tears
thinking maybe you will come..to me
Myspace Heartbreak Graphics

tErUjA tEnGoK kAwAn

semalam dh jah berjanji dgn kwn nk kuar tgk wyg. disbbkan gaji dh msuk msig2 duk sakan beli beg, baju, kasut dn sebagainya...ermm i mmg nk bli tp kne terima kenyataan yg baju tu x sesuai utk i..bkn x sesuai tp x muat... almaklum la i ni gemuk orgnya so bab hal2 beli baju mmg amat susah wat i. kadang2 segan dn malu pun ada..keyakinan diri pun kurag..waduh2 org gemuk mmg susah nk cri baju lg2 baju yg stylish atau t-shirt yg brstyle ckit..

i tgk kwn2 i sume kurus2 geram jer..kdg2 pikir2 ble la i nk kurus mcm die org... so ble tgk kwn tu cam teruja jer....nk KURUS!!!

tp cm mn nk kurus ssh nk ckp..mcm2 style ada...mkn just mate 5 la..mkn tu la ini la..pantang tu la ini la..sume i dh wat tp xder hasil..yg ada hasil plak mahal kosnya..skit jantug plak nk mmbayor tiap2 bln..

so pd i nk g gim excersice kuarkan peluh..tp nk g sorg2 segan dn malu...ermm ssh gak...pd yg ada nasihat utk i sudikn la berikan pndapt..i mngharpkan pndpt korang....

After Renovation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

helu2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ermm setelah penat lelah mata memandang computer ni akhirnya cantik jugak blog i ni...so to my sifu miss sara thank q ek for tunjuk ajar yg x ternilai harganya..muaaaaaaaaaaahhhh

arini i agak trkejut tiba2 ada org add i rupanya org yg penah der gosip panas dgn i..waaahhhh

dh ada ank 2 tu siut...siap tanya i dh kawin ke blum..ciss siut btull...

anyway back too my blog..well i would like to say thank you to all my friends n family who really makes this happen. expecially my angah who make me cup of coffee...hehehee

k la dh mlm eh bkn mlm ni pgi ni...nk tido sok sambug lagi......

After Our Love

ntah ngapa mlm smlm rasa sunyi sgat.. tiba2 trtarik dgn lirik lagu korea ni...

After Our Love

Somewhere in my memories your were hidden inside

You are pouring in my heart

On a long day just like today

I wonder if you'll think of me as well

To call it a love, we are too far away

But to forget it is too early

Even today, between love and farewell

Confused in tears, i look for you

Fool...where are you

Can you not stay???

I am still standing in the place where i let you go

In my head, in my heart, because i miss you

I hold to my breath and cry...

After our love...

I came outside in a while, I feel the wind blowing outside

Suddenly loneliness embraces me, and i crumble

With you,the street you used to take me

without you, the sadness take me back home

After i call your name and turn around

Only a familiar existence or memories linger

Do you know?? Do you not know??

or are you being this way even though you know...

i still cant forget and am still waiting for you here

when are you going to come

because my heart might stop..

i cry again in sadness...

after our love....

sing by park hyo jin

sedihnya i dgr lirik lagu ni...

Sajak!!!

Malam ni semasa aku melayari internet utk mncri sesuatu utk kwn2 aku. tiba2 hati aku trtarik dgn satu laman web yg memaparkan sajak cinta yg begitu dlm ertinya. ntah mengapa hati aku trusik dgn sajak itu..mungkin aku mmpunyai perasaan sedemikian..mungkin itu yg aku rasa selama ni...wlu bagaimnpn...brjmpakh d one yg bole mambuka hati aku ini kembali...mungkin hanya aku dan hanya-Dia yg tahu apa yg tlh di takdirkn utk aku... so apa yg aku nk sharekn di cni adalah sajak yg bisa mmwatkan hati aku trusik...

MENYINTAI TIDAK BERMAKNA MEMILIKI

Janganlah kau angkuh melaungkan

si dia kepunyaanmu

atau kau kepunyaan si dia

kerana hakikatnya

kita tidak pernah memiliki sesiapa

walau sekeping hati seorang insan

tidakkah kau sedar

hukum alam menyatakan

menyintai tidak semestinya memiliki

Manusia pandai berpura

berlakon di pentas dunia

dan bertopeng menutup rahsia

tetapi hati

tidak pernah berdusta pada empunya

tentang perasaan yang bergolak di dalamnya

Tidakkah kau sedar

mungkin si dia melafazkan

ungkapan cinta padamu

tetapi hati dan perasaanya

tidak pernah berniat begitu

dia hanya berselindung

di sebalik sejuta alasan

Dan kau

begitu jujur dan setia menyintainya

sehingga terlupa

hukum alam menyatakan

menyintai tidak bermakna memiliki

Sesungguhnya

"Aku tidak pernah memiliki dirimu

dan kau jua tidak pernah memiliki diriku".

Mengertilah

Kita sebenarnya kepunyaan

Yang Maha Esa

tiada sesiapa berhak memiliki diri kita

kecuali Dia

Dia mengasihani hambaNya

Dia memiliki hambaNya

Dan ke pangkuan Dia kita kembali

Karya : azdriana@hotmail.com

Luv this poem......it describe me...in many ways...

Cerita Seram- Bas Tanpa Pemandu

Kisah bermula pada suatu malam... Lebih kurang pukul 12:00 tengah malam. Mamat sorang nie Bersama rakannya nama terpaksa dirahsiakan) dalam perjalanan dari Kuala Lumpur ke Kuala Selangor melalui jalan Kepong. Setibanya dia di Ijok, di kawasan perkuburan Cina dan kawasan pembakaran mayat India ... tiba-tiba kereta yang dipandunya mengalami kerosakkan.

Mamat nie tak dapat nak menghidupkan enjin keretanya, walaupun dicuba berulang kali. Walhal kereta tersebut baru sebulan pakai. Mamat nie dan rakannya pun menolak kereta mereka ke bahu jalan dan mereka cuba mencari bantuan jika ada kenderaan yang lalu. Malam dah gelap sapa nak tolong, kereta rosak tepi jalan.

Tiba-tiba mereka terlihat sebuah bas sekolah yang datang dari arah Kuala Selangor. Bas tersebut bergerak terlalu perlahan walhal jarak bas tersebut dengan mereka tidaklah jauh, tetapi bas tersebut tidak jugak sampai-sampai. Mereka menggigil ketakutan, aper taknye, bas tak ada pemandu, tak der orang langsung, camane boleh gerak sendiri. Kaki mula tak boleh bergerak, mamat tu dah mula terkencing kat seluar, nak lari pun tak boleh, mulut kawan dia mula terkomat kamit membaca jampi serapah nak halau hantu, nak cuba lari tapi tak mampu, mamat tu mula tercium bau macam-macam! Waktu tu Tuhan aje yang tau betapa takutnye mereka.

Bila bas tu dah semakin hampir, memang sah tak ader pemandu, Mamat tu dan kawan dia dah tersandar kat kereta menanti hantu nak cekik.. tiba2?

"Bang, boleh tolong tolak bas ni tak, rosak la bang" Terdengar suara dari belakang bas, mereka ternampak dua orang lelaki India sedang menolak bas tersebut dalam keadaan yang termengah-mengah

My 1st Entry....MUAHHHH!!!

Assalamualaikum wbt.. ni adalh my 1st enrty yg sy sendri x percaya bahwa sy mampu membuat blog sy sendri. trima ksih kpd cik sara yg mengesa2 sy m'buat blog sy sndri.. x lupa pd akak2 sy yg membri semangat dan peluang utk sy melayari internet tanpa mengangu ketenteraman sy trmsuk ank2 buah yg nakal2 tu..10q k sbb x kaco acu... cewah dh trasa menang anugerah lah plak!!!

Any way i hoping everthing will come smoothly becouse saya akan coretkn detik2 hidup sy yg sy kira amat penting. dari kehidupan peribadi sehingga kesesuatu yg sy minat. dulu andai kata sy menyukai diari utk coretan hidup sy kini sy mmpunyai blog sendiri yg mampu sy luaahkan utk tatapan sahabat2 sy...kerana kdg2 luahkan amat susah dgn kata2 mungkin dgn cara ni sy mampu meluahkan apa yg trbuku di hati sy.

So bagi sahabt2 yg ingin mengenali sy salam perkenalan sy mulakan dn pd sahabt yg lm mnjadi sahabat sy.. kenali lah rosni ibrahim luar dn dalam. dgn itu akhir kata dri sy..i luv u all...