SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU SAHABATKU....

sahabatku yg terakhir telah bernikah pd 09.09.2011 dan melangsungkan perkhawinan beliau pd 10.09.2011...akhirnya perkhawinan di antara meraka terjalin jua.

pd hari pernikahan sahabatku..aku menitiskan airmata...ermm bukannya alasan sedih kehilangan sahabat semata-mata cuma..bile di kenang kembali dugaan yg di tempuhi pasangan ini amatlah payah dan susah..namun pasangan ini menempuhi segala cabaran dengan sabar. aku bersyukur akhirnya pasangan ini diijabkabulkan dengan restu kedua belah mempelai.

Oleh itu, aku mendoakan semoga kebahagian menjadi hak milik kekal mereka...dan melihat sahabatku bahagia aku pun bahagia bersama. Entah mengapa kali kedua kami bersalaman dan menitiskan airmata bersama..aku diberi ucapan terima kasih oleh sahabatku terhadap susah senang kami bersama dan dari situ aku tahu bahawa persahabatan kami akan kekal sampai bila-bila.

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU

SAHABATKU

MAZURA BINTI AHMAD TAJUDDIN

How i supposed to do???

Lately i head keep spinning around...seems like i have a few problems.. n wat a worst about it i really don't know how to solve it.Even i have a problem...i really cant say it or tell someone about it..i think d only i can talk about it is through my blog.


1st of all d problem was is money... my friend keep avoiding me b'coz l'am asking her pay wats her owned me. i think that is my rites..i keep asking her when i can get my money back..but she just keep it quit n somehow when we suddenly meet each other she just ignore me..so wat can i do?..to get her pay!!!..then someone told me she change her number..oh my god..how could she do this to me??? then at last i got her number..i sms n try to call her but she doest pick it up n ignore my sms. y she do this to me? then i realize wat people told me about her is true...i really hate her rite know.. how could she live like this..she's really someting!!! wat she doing when i got trouble about this money...i never hate people before but i really do hate her...

2nd of all i really hate when someone try to involve in my personal life..i hate that kind of person n what i got is d pain. y on earth this person come in my life n playing with my life..is she jealous or something? i really dont get her.. iam trying to help her to get through her life but wat she do she vanish everything..argghh i hate her also..

3rd of all..wats up with men...everyday he sms me, everyday he asking me wat iam doing..now its been 1 month..now he keep asking me about my friend on 2nd one d person i hate..wow.. then i found 2nd problm send him msg told him tat she is my friend through my account..oh my god..this two person is really something. then i know they know each other through this popular site...i felt heartbroken when i know it.

when i think about it..my life sucks...wat iam supposed to do??? i never hate someone before even they gave me a hard time..but now...gosh!!!

now i made my decision for 1st problem i keep asking her about my money...for d 2nd n 3rd one i just ignore them..lets them happy together..i just let it go.. wat can i care now is my self...my self n my self... can i?



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salam cuti sekolah....hehehehe.. sempena minggu sek ni rame yg wat kenduri kawen dn kenduri cukur jambul dn sbginya.. dn biasalah i tumpg gumbira sekali ble ada kenduri cam ni..ini menandakan bahawa kawan2 i menemui jodoh mreka manakala yg ada anak pula sudah bergelar ibu dn ayah. harapan aku pada yang bru menamatkan zaman bujang..semoga berbahagia sehingga ke akhir hayat manakala yg ada anak tur didik la anak dgn btul dan memberi contoh yg baik utk anak. Al-maklumlah dunia dh semakin maju ni semakin byk la cabaran yg menanti..i harap u all sentiasa sabar yerk.. nk nasihat lebih2 x brapa pandai sbb i blum ada wat tangga lg hehehehe..anyway tahniah yer kawan2....

AL-Fatihah Untuk Sahabatku Norsilawati.......

Gambar kenangan semasa kami di Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Lahat
Dari kiri :- Mariam, Arwah Shila, Intan dan Aku...

Pada 19hb Mei 2001, bersamaan 16 J'Akhir 1432 sahabat aku bernama Norsilawati binti Ahmad @Ahmed (Shila) telah meninggal dunia. Menurut ibu arwah beliau telah pengsan di rumahnya dan telah di sahkan meninggal dunia di rumahnya sendiri. Seterusnya jenazah beliau di bawa ke Hospital Permaisuri Bainun untuk di bedah siasat. Beliau sebenarnya masih dalam berpantang dan hanya 8 hari pantang akan habis ketika aku berchatting dgn arwah tempoh hari.Norsilawati @ Shila adalah sahabat yg istimewa di mata aku. Arwah adalah sahabat yg terbaik. Sikap beliau yg amat periang dan bersahaja sememang sering membuat hati sesiapa sahaja akan tertarik padanya.
Pertama kali mendengar berita yg amat menyedihkan ini..hati aku bagaikan di cucuk kaca..dan dalam pada itu aku masih tidak percaya lagi...setelah di beritahu ibu arwah..aku rasa sgt terkejut, dan airmata tidak henti2 mengalir. Sesiapa yg menelefon aku..trus aja aku nangis tanpa henti. Malah sahabat2 aku hubungi aku dan minta aku bertenang..
Ketika dalam perjalanan ke rumah arwah aku terkenang akan permintaan arwah...arwah minta aku berkawin dan doakan aku supaya dpt jodoh yg baik... dan arwah merindukan aku kepingin untuk berjumpa dgn rakan2 dn aku. aku juz ckp aku akan jumpa dia dan aku suruh dier sabar ckit sbb keje tidak mengizinkan ketika itu. Masih tergiang2 lagi suaranya memanggil kak long!! kak long!!! urmmm ya Allah tabahkanlah hatiku ini.
At last aku smpi umah ibu arwah pukul 9.00 pagi..semasa aku bersalaman dgn org2 yg hadir..aku bersalam jua dgn ibu arwah...ibu arwah terus menangis semasa bersalaman dgn aku..aku turut menangisi sambil berpelukan. ibunya beritahu aku yg arwah dh x sabar nk habis pantang sbb nk jmpa kwn dan nk bercuti di Taiping. Aku hanya mampun mengganguk dan x mampu nk berkata apa2 tkut tangisan aku lagi deras. Sementara menunggu jenazah sahabat aku. Ibunya mendapat panggilan telefon dan di beritahu jenazah akan sampi pd pukul 2.00 ptg.
Disebbkan ada hal di sek aku terpaksa meminta izin ibu arwah utk keluar sekejap utk uruskan hal di sek.
Di temani sahabat aku Jua, aku memandu..sahabat aku Jua menenagkan aku dn menyuruh aku bawa bersabar. Klu tiada sahabatku Jua aritu mungkin juga aku x dpt berpikir dgn tenag. Malah sahabat Jue jua suruh aku bersabar dn bertenang. Sume sahabat call sbb bimbangkn aku. Tima kaseh sahabatku sume.
Pada pukul 2.15..aku smpi di rumah arwah sekali lagi...dn x lama itu jenazah akhirnya smpi...apabila jenazah sampi dan membuka kain putih itu..hati aku makin sebak...x terucap sepatah ayat..melihat mukanya seolah-olah arwah sedang tido..airmata aku umpama hujan lebat tiada hentinya malah apabila berjumpa rakan2 yg lain...kami berpelukan menangisi pemergian arwah. Selepas itu arwah di sembahygkan dan di bawa ke van jenazah utk dikebumikan.. masa itu ya Allah...hanya tuhan sahaja yg tahu betapa sedihnya melihat sahabat aku pergi utk kali terakhir.
Namun aku tahu Allah s.w.t lebih menyangi arwah. Pe yg bole aku buat ialah sedekahkan Bacaan yasin dn Al-Fatihah. Oleh itu marilah menyedekahkan Al-Fatihah wat sahabat ku yg teristimewa dan semoga beliau di tempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman...amin...

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My best friend wedding!!!

my best friend name is masjuliza maslan... we been friends since we 8 years old until now..which means my age now is 27 years old this year. iam really happy for her. she finaly get married with d guy she luv most. on her nikah day at masjid pengkalan pegoh i accompany hers.. she wears a white beautiful dress..to be honest she d most beautiful lady in d masjid among with other girl.the way she dress, the way she talk n the way she walk i know that was her perfect day.
when at last she became someone wife my tears drop touch my cheeks..i happy for her..n at d same time i know now she have a big responsibility..i dont know y...but deep down in my heart i know she will not be always with me anymore..that day she was d queen for that day...n forgot to say this to her...

Dear My Best Friend Jue,
We been friend for such a long time...
I'am proud to be your best friend...
I really hope urs happines belongs for u forever n ever...
And no matters what i'll will be there if u need me...
N thank u for always be there for me...
Luv rose..

forget N forgot.....

On this month of february, my life seems more fun and excited day by day when its come to my work hours. But somehow its became so lonely after my works hours. I really tried hard not to think about it but its seems hard to do it. This year i will tried to change my prospectif about my life... not to much but juz a little bit change.. if i could lah...

When i was in secondary school my heart was broken in two..and i dont think i will covered up the pain coz its hurt so much...i juz cry n cry when i think about it on that time..so i felt that i dont need any man to live in my life. Then when a man comes up to me i just want be friend with them then when they confess their luv n everything i will stay away from them just by a second...some of this guy cannot except it n we became enemy naturaly.. funny ha...i thinks its ok for me at least they mad at me not chasing me or something....

When iam was 20's i meet someone whos really great guy n seriously i thinks he's d one..and i may end up with him. We friends about 2 years n half..our relationship was great n everything..at last he think we should take our relationship next level....i say yes coz iam really really really think he d one for me until i meet his parents. His parents seems to care about my education background..d 1st question they ask me is i came from which univercity..wow..in tat time i were shock n d same time i felt ashame of myself..n i ask my self what the hell iam thinking...i really could answer d question so i juz said i just got SPM not futher then that.. n he's mother looks at him like..WHAT???...she doesnt said direactly but..i know when people doesnt like me...in that time i truely face the reality...he a lawyer iam juz a clerk..wat iam doing with him.... but truely i dont blame it on him coz..iam d one who said no at d end..iam afraid we will not be truly happy if his mother keeping bothering me..to leave him son alone... i hope he doesnt hate me...n wat i heard now he married to a teacher n have 1 son. i dont know what i should felt..happy??? sad??? glad???? but one things i know when i heard that news make me hurts more... how iam supposed to do????

After that day by day the pain still there.. i dont now how to subcribe it but its hurt....after that i make some adjustment so save me from miserable so d rules is.....................

1st thing i learn is pls choose someone same level as you next time u find a guy..
2nd dont to be over confident about this relationship coz something mays come up...
3rd dont give ur heart 100%

i;ll make rules day by day to protect my tears and i end up rejected all d guys coming too me...seems like i afraid to fall in luv again...as my best friend said iam seems to have problem dealing with luv...its that true??? iam asking my self again n again??? i still dont have d answer...
In this 13feb my best friend will be engaged with d person he luv.. she keep advised me to handling this matter..if i keep my life this way i may not have someone..she tell me to forget d pain 1st b try deal with it...that true..but how can i do it... the pain still there...but i will try to forget n forgot...if am capable to do it...we'll see..

me....2011

hi my blog...agak lama x menulis dlm blog ni...mungkin di sbbkn masa terhad sumenye di tinggalkan including la my fb yg kini jarang2 online...ermm tahun ni byk jugak perubahan yang berlaku...mula2 start dgn keje...aku keje sebagai ppm sebenarnya tp di sbbkn sekolah tur xder keje utk ppm aku pun jd la pt perkhidmatan sementara selama 2 tahun lebih la..cm2 keje aku wat kadag2 penin2 pun der..tp yerla mn ada keje senang kat dunia ni kan..so di sbbkan bersyukur mndpt keje ni so aku pun keje la dengan bersungguh2...sehingga lah KS pendidikan khas datang bulan oktober 2010 utk melihat kwsn dn memaklumkn bahawa tahun 2011 sek ini ada kelas pendidikan khas... ermmm debaran selalu ada almaklumlah keje jg2 budak ni mcm2 ada dgr..yg baik dan yg buruk. walaubgimnpn aku bkn la jenis cpt melatah kn..so wait n see jer la...so tahun ni tahun yg di nantikan telah pun tiba....
pd 3.1.2011 adalh tarikh keramat kerana kali prtama bertemu dgn parents2 yg cukp sabar dn anak2 mreka yg special2 tur... gementar sering aku terasa melihatkn keadaan mreka. namun setelah mengenali mreka ntah mngapa aku agak sadis melihatkn keadaan mreka cerita mereka dn secara tidak langsung mmbuatkn aku insaf serta bersyukur di atas segala kurnianNya. Minggu demi minggu dn kini minggu ketiga kami semakin rapat..semakin mengenali sifat dn emosi. Setiap pelajar2 yg istimewa ini mmpunyai bermacam2 ragam dn perangai...
kini segala gementar aku brtukar menjd enjoy..wlupn letih melayan kerenah mreka hati aku gembira. aku harap perjalanan keje aku ini berjalan dengn baik..wlupun aku tahu mungkin suasana sering berubah-ubah...aku mahu segalanya dlm keadaan yg terbaik....oleh itu sejajar dgn perubahan itu aku juga ingin berubah utk mnjd yg rbaik dlm segala sudut..aku harap harapan tahun bru ini mnjdi berjaya!!!!!
Gud luck rosni!!!!!



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